Pissed,

Pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed pissed.

I know I have a tendency to bitch alot, but I think I might've just found my biggest pet peeve of all.

Those who waste others' time.

Simple as that. Over the past few weeks here at the U of I NROTC, I've seen a boatload of people who aren't motivated to do the SIMPLEST of things. Hell, I just played two games of ultimate frisbee, and the people who are more physically fit than I, just up and quit on me.

I can't tell you how much it pissed me off to find that I was left hanging high and dry by my teammates, when they made the decision that the game wasn't worth trying to play anymore just cause they were tired.

Bullshit, they're more fit than I am, and I was still sprinting across the tower lawn trying to win the game, I was still playing my part on the team, and being forced to pick up THEIR slack.

I think, at this time, of October 17, at 1:49 AM, I'm making a vow. I'm never going to let myself be a burden on those who are relying on me, my own personal problems don't matter anymore, all that matters is that I do my job and make sure that those around me have the ability to do theirs.

I know this is random, out of the blue, and makes sense to nobody, but I needed to rant somewhere, lest I punch the wall of my dorm (which is made of brick, so that would really suck)